i never know how to express my words,
or if i have words at all.
i hate feeling like this.
an hour to yourself?
and you couldn't text?
busy day, have you had. seems pretty busy to me, worked for four hours then had ~dinner~ then had an hour to yourself.
if that was a busy day, then i don't know what i've been having.
i don't have time for dinner.
i don't have time for ~myself~
and if i did
I WOULD TEXT YOU.
but hey i work 8 and a half hours with stupid customers that don't know what they want and yell at me for stupid things
while being stressed because crap has to be done
and guess what.
I STILL TEXT YOU.
i hate getting worked up over stupid stuff like this.
but it's been another hour and no response.
and you wonder why i get so annoyed.
just one more day.
one more long, dragging, painful, stupid people filled, annoying, dishonest, quiet, busy, annoying, frustrating, painful, self-harmed day.
then i'll have three days off.
and back to hell.
god i HATE summer.